i never was a painter, but i could always draw my blood

CHAR

25 | M | LA, CA

BRING ME BACK A DOG

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YOUR BULLET AND YOUR BAYONET—

gothy new romantic rivethead clubkid
kinky puppydogman depraved bisexual cuntboy
anarcho-transhumanist transcendentalist
los angeles-based wannabe writer
believer in magic and the decriminalization of psychedelic drugs
i’m just like if croc from croc listened to skinny puppy
hunter s. thompson is my daddy

—THE MIRACLE OF NO REGRET

and in the spider’s belly, the bones of the butterfly...

INTERESTS

industrial music
goth music
nivek ogre
psychedelics
drugz
clubs n raves
kinky sex
weird art
cult classics
spirituality
transcendentalism
surgery
body modification
transhumanism
anarchism
creatures and critters
...and more!!!

MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!!

Genres: industrial (including electro-, post-, metal, etc), ebm, darkwave, post-punk, death rock, gothic rock, synthpop, new wave, trip hop, alt rock, psychedelic rock, shoegaze, experimental, + more

it's impossible to list all of my favorite bands because i love too many, but my top 3 favorites of all time are:

skinny puppy
iamx
severed heads

and a couple other big ones:

ohgr/all skuppy side projects
all things wax trax! records
sneaker pimps
ministry and side projects
my life with the thrill kill kult
lead into gold
chris connelly
magazine
martin dupont
cabaret voltaire
street sects
high functioning flesh/newboy/din
the legendary pink dots
indradevi
boy harsher
new order
joy division
the cure
siouxsie and the banshees
chemlab
pig
psychic tv
coil
einstürzende neubauten
foetus
curse mackey
actors
male tears
health
pigface
tr/st
choir boy
spike hellis
patriarchy
geneva jacuzzi
the birthday party
culture club
visage
duran duran
dead or alive
massive attack/tricky
blondie
the damned
the cramps
the chameleons
lou reed/the velvet underground
king gizzard and the lizard wizard
david bowie
lana del rey

...but this is just a fragment of a MUCH larger list!

DESPERATE DERANGED TALKING IN MY SLEEP AGAIN...

i am a proud ftm transsexual. i've been out since 2014, medically transitioning since 2019, and fully legally transitioned in 2024.
i live in los angeles with my girlfriend and the eternal love of my life angel lysistra and our stupid cat tommy catkins. <3
i have a puppy that nivek ogre drew for me tattooed to my thigh.
i have both an aa degree and a ba degree in english. im currently in a graduate/career program! exciting and scary lol!
i am a hobbyist writer and i am working on my first full novel as well as some other projects. i also have many original characters i care about a lot.
i have a fluffy pink dinosaur named smilax. he is very special.
favorite creatures: pigs, owls, snakes, oil derricks, indri lemurs, otters, blimps, the elephant's foot, spiders, bugs, doggies, probiotics, animatronics, lava lamps, mushrooms, my cat (sometimes), industrial musicians, werewolfs, Smilax
i love many many things, way too much to list here. i am very passionate about A LOT of different topics, bands, movies, games, books, etc, and i always enjoy discussing my interests!